Sunday, May 10, 2009
Milk Drunk posted at 1:49 AM
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Hmmm....i know this as a fact. and i know that this is what i must and must not do. but i cant avoid doing it. Ive attached myself too much to him...He's someone who ive gotten close to, someone who i share my feelings with, someone who would listen to me. I thought i could carry on this way; manja with him, sweet talk a lil...Now i realise, how can i do this. i am being such a bitch. Hes into someone else! dont i get that?! dont make myself regret by going in further into something which i know that is impossible.Im glad to have known him. that gentleman..haha...and i do pray that he's happy with her :)Labels: Happy for him :)
Saturday, May 09, 2009
Milk Drunk posted at 8:31 AM
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i miss you. i miss you when u left. i miss you wen i cant see you. i miss you wen i hear your voice. i miss you wen i see ur picture. i miss you even wen i was just with you. i miss you now.
my heart thuds erratically when im with you. and it pumps so fast i feel like ive just ended a marathon run. when im not with you, just thinking of you, my heart rate shoots up to 100 beats per minute. And i could feel it beating hard against my chest wall..
Now, i feel, i am going too far in. Its one sided, i would agree very much. And i know that if i go too far in, ill get hurt very badly. Looking back, it hurts me too much. Now. i dont want the same thing to happen. I just pray that i wont go too far in. Please.Labels: HR : 100 RR : 23
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Milk Drunk posted at 10:09 PM
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:] SUPER BIG GRIN...heheheheh..im happy today:)
I had a great time out with my babes today..hehe..n yesterday:)
Yesterday went swimming with Mel at toapayoh swimming complex at arnd 7pm...then head to makan at forks n spoons...
Today, is Hidayah's birthday!! wooohoo..happy 21st birthday my dear! muakkmuakksss...
Anway, me n mel headed of to HSA, so that i could go and donate my blood..haha..shes soo patient..waited for me outside there...while i was inside, letting them suck my blood out...hahah!
Then, we left for Joo Seng warehouse, to go buy my FBT sports stuffs:) soo happy! hahahha...got my FBT shorts, and top! hehehe..got a set of 1 black top, n 1 red top+ shorts for Kelvin, a pair of soccer shorts for Fithri; Ashiff's sister, and Mel bought a set of black Top+shorts too:)
I bought 1 black top, and 2 shorts, 1 black, and 1 red. hehehehe.....so happy:) go to the blogshops so maa fan....so irritating the girl...haha...
Then, we left for bugis, had a quick bite at KFC, and jalan2 at bugis village, and waited for Dayah..haha...then, found out the place was kinda in a renovation mode. so nth much to look at..hahaha...
Dayah came, went back to KFC, cos Dayah was hungry:)haha...then headed off to Novena, pizza hut. Faizan blanja!! woohoo! hahahah...well, i had a great time:) will upload the pics soon...hahaa...
Friday, May 01, 2009
Milk Drunk posted at 11:00 PM
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hmm.... at last. i can really see that im trying. trying soo hard to let go. i cant believe ive deleted all pictures of him from my phone..
haa! at last! and ive taken off the rings that i either wore it on a chain around my neck, or on my finger. im still gathering the courage to delete off his msgs. When i read tem again, i feel my heart wrenched..but i know and i admit that its really over.I also realise, i do like AK. hahahha...wat he msged me on Friday night was something that shocked me. But i liked it. I would admit to that..*blushes* hee!~but i dnt want it to end the same way. God i beg you. Please.Labels: Moving on.
