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Friday, April 03, 2009
Milk Drunk posted at 7:28 AM

I went to the Interact BBQ at National Service Resort and country club yesterday. it was fun..hahha.i had fun at the very least..it wasnt as vibrant as it was supposed to be, but i got to spend my time with the people i cared for.

Amongst those who went, were Vin and Matt; the organizers, Kavind, Prema, Farhan, Ramlan, Pat, Joey, Zul, Aidil, Zizzah, Wahidah, Rash, Maurice, Citran; whose wife is expecting a baby boy :) hehe, Dayah, Mel, Faizan, Nad, Yogi, and the lecturers. Sorry if i have missed out any names:)

We had the bbq started at arnd 6.30, or 7. Should have started erliear, to let tho charcoal burn..haha..but well, they didnt think of it.. Then, as the night goes on, i had fun bbq-ing satay, chicken wings, hotdogs, otak2, and crabsticks..haha..
then, after the lecturers have left, all have eaten their fill, we went inside and had the dance floor opened..Oh, i forgot to mention, Maurice wore a black V necked dress for the party..hahhaha..should have taken a pic eh..
They started dancing, and i had fun laughing away. I couldnt imagine myself dancing. I have NO idea how to dance...hahhaha...how im gonna miss u guys sia, now that ive graduated from ITE Simei...

We left at around 10.15, to catch the last shuttle bus that goes back to tanah merah. When we alighted at tanah merah, it turned out that Nad left her Hp on the bus! omg..then we had to call vin, to ask for his help to get it back wen the bus goes back into the CountryClub.
luckily she remembered before she got home. if not, gone case. haha...


I saw you, and i couldnt bring myself to look at you. It hurt so much to look at that face, knowing i had spent part of my life being with him. I couldnt breath right, and my heart couldnt stop jumping like its gonna leap out of my chest. I felt like doing something so stupid, so bitchy, so slutty, but i couldnt bring myself to do it. Ive missed you so much, and i yearn for ur touch, ur smile, ur lingering look,ur hugs, ur kisses, the way you would whisper in my ears cos you know of wat it would do to me. i saw you, and the world stopped for a moment. I couldnt bear to be in the same room as you. It just hurts so much. i saw you, and how i felt till yesterday all disappeared. I felt the longing soo badly.
and i saw her. iknow she has done no wrong, but i just felt this weird feeling. Im sorry for feeling this way, but thats how i feel.its like the green monster is reappearing. im sorry, its not your fault, its mine. im still hangin on to wat is not there anymore.
take care was the last thing i told him. and i mean it too.

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