Bleagghhh
Imissing ppl today...im not sure y, but i guess i do..hmm...Im missing Yan, Zati, Citi, Zwan, Aina, Nani, my dad, i guess some other ppl....but hmm...i feel different...
blleahhh...dats how i feel..
Other than that, im still damned2 angry with my sis...damn F****ng ugly dick head...uuurrrggh!!how dare u say all those things and feel no remorse at all! and u act like nothing has happened..i noe u dont ever read my blog right, so ill say it out now I HATE UR BF!!no wait..i dont hate him..I HATE YOU!! urghhhh!!!ive no idea wats going on in ur freakin head and i guess theres nothing much is there?! U are irresponsible and a selfish asshole! i kept praying that on that night, it would have been better if u left..i dont care where u would have stayed, but it would have been better..U broke her heart and when u did that, you broke MY heart...and ur words made it even worse...u had a cheek to ask if im angry woth you...of course i would say no! who in the right mind would say YES! im angry with u...Dumb Dickhead...uurghh!!
Ive finished IMH posting..and i loved it!!!hahah...im missing my patients..and it may be a possibility thit i wanna work there....another possibility is me gg to Saudi to work there...told Momma already..and she said y not...but i need to do my dip first...and i wanna take up arabic...i mean, it would be a shame right, gg there, being an arab by blood and not knowing my own native language...
IM FEELING SHITTY!! BLEAGGH!!
