Alumni Band
hmm..went for a few band practices...it was fun and all..met all my seniors and my batch...i was looking forward to playing for the concert..
but, i cant..
Im heart- broken! Momma said no...i've got no other words to describe how i feel...i dont even feel like going for the practices to help Shan-Shan out anymore...its like, i dont want to be there knowing that they are preparing for the concert, but im not...*(Sobs)
but this saturday have a practice,ill see if im going...last week i didnt go cos i had my Phase Test..
i guess mos of them knows the news already, and guess they must be shocked!i was so into band...hmmm..what can i say, momma has always been the one saying yes or no..im her doughter, and its her right to tell me...i noe..some ppl say to stand up to myself, but i cant..shes my momma and i know her...i donnoe what she'll do if i go against her...i have no say in this...seriously...