I first met him wen he came along with a friend of mine(lets just call her Nini) to jln2 at Geylang during Puasa time...Me n my friends thought confirm these kids have sumthing going on..then...again n again he hang out with us..we as a grp liked him as a friend...i was like any other member in the group...then, AidilFitri came, and all of us went out jln raya on the 16th october as a group...we thought everything was normal..i and Nini's friend, coincedentaly wore the same colour of attire..we took pictures and i was to take a pic with him....we all realized that Nini was abit jealous..and she kinda hated the fact that i took pictures with him...(anw, there was nothing going on between the both of them)..then, at that time, i just thought of him as a friend...
Then, we heard of things that we knew were going to happen no matter wat coz my friend has a habit of doing it..on a friday, i think on the 19th, Sya asked me, if i wanted to kenal with a guy..as usual, i gave excuses and didnT say anything abt the offer...then, on the monday, Sya asked again if i wanted to get to noe a guy..then, she said
"but, hes ur friend" ..in my mind, i went"hmmmm??"
she told me it was Nini's friend...i was like "ok........."at that time, i didnt noe wat to think coz i didnt want to be in a relationship especially with my friend's friend....then, they say y not just try...i didnt need to be close to him..just be friends first..
we all went to tamp to look for wallet sepasang...then we ate dinner at long john silver..though i wasnt hungry..then......the next day came as a deep deep shock to me and it had brought all the probs coming..
i had wanted to noe wat the commotion between my friends were..i didnt noe that the issue they were talking about was that serious..they said they would tell me later..i said ok....but at lunch, He came and had lunch with us..luckily i had finished my lunch..if not i would have bleched it all out....Sya asked a question that i would not have ever thought of..but, when he replied to Sya's question, i just couldnT look at him..i kept drinking my bandung and stared out of the window..then, it was close to 1 and we had to get back to class...i just shook his hand and left with my friends...
in class, he msged me...asking me to forgive him...i didnt reply him on both times he msged me...he gave up and msg Sya asking if i was angry with him...i wasnT angry..just plain shock...
One story led to another...i had to ask sumthing i nvr would have imagined talking about...but, i managed to ask it though it was not really wat we wanted to noe...i had to be more speceific....then, i msged him that nite asking abt it..and he said no..i was kinda relieved..but he thought i was angry with him...i told him i wasnt the type to judge ppl...i noe that what he had done in the past was veryvery wrong but now, he is trying to change...and i was glad..i started to really like him from then on....but, from there, there were more stories and it really confused me..but, i didnt believe the one who kept telling those different stories...
as the days go by, the more attached i was to him and vice-versa...on the 26th, i was to go for a camp at kota tinggi in malaysia.....it was Blaze II...the day before, he msged me saying that he had finished class at 1..and he was going home first....then i said ok...but then, it turns out, he would be cumin back to skool just to pick me up....i argued with him...but he replied saying that he would miss me and wanted to see for the last time before i leave for m'syia..that was so sweet of him though..
the next day, i msged him b4 i left for kota tinggi..and he said that he has started to fall in love with me...i didnT reply to that msg coz i was shock and at a lost of words....
i cant continue now k...but one thing for sure is, im really glad whatever had happened, had happened.....
