okies...ill leave my blog as it its now..its already so late..even now,the blog has problems but ill try to get rid of it.. its has been so long and i miss writing in my blog..a lot happened for de past few months..
our Speech day was on the 1st of April..dat was de day we had our last performance..by de way, i failed to play my Solo correctly on my last performance..
Sobx*..='(..aniways..im still happy that we had a great time that noght..we played our best and did the best we could..we said our goodbyes and farewells.. but i cant seem to stop goin back to the band room even after our official stepping down on the 18th of Aptil; our Sports day too..
Speaking of Sports day, we all WON!! Especially when those 4E2 tried to act as if they were surely win cause they had ordered pizzas even before they got the results..serve them right!haha!!in the end they lost! they try to make us look bad in the end they lose..i took part in Long Jump and got 2nd!! even though 1st time try i still get 2nd.hahax..den i took part in 100m event and 1500m and 4x100m relay..the 100m i was supposed to be in the finals but it turned out that those who took de reheats got into the finals while i got kicked out together with iffah..so sad..but nvr mind..hahaz...1500m, i was 5th!!compared to the rest..at least i tried my best... den relay, together with Ili, Yi Jun..and diamanta..we all tried our best..but we still lost..hahax..at least we won over champion for boys, that is Ismail..and class champion..we were so happy that dya.. den we celebrated the next day in class..we had pizzas.. and champagne..and coke..and chocolate..hahaz..so much FuN..tanx Mrs Loy, and Ms Yap!!
Aniway,i have gotten over dat irritating freak..and i noticed that he has changeed since leaving the band..even though he was left with only a few weeks to stepping down, he maybe felt that he has had enough of the band..but he missed so much since he left..TOO BAD!!..
i have made a lil' progress in trying to study..im still tryin to be better in my studies..Yi Jun helped me alot in getting me to get movin'..if u get wat i mean..hahax..tanx alot mate!..u motivate me to study!..Love Ya!..
Aniways, talkin about studying, theres someone i noe who doesnt want to study..he worries me..i care alot for him..he intents to go for an audition for somethin..but he worries me 'cause he does'nt want to study..and hes doin his N lvls dis year..and just the other day, on thursday, he told me he got suspended for that day cause he got into trouble with the VP on Wednesday..his parents came down and he was to get his canning on Friday.. But wen i spoke to him, he said he didnt get t the cane yet..ill post wat i spoke to him abt..

[01:46:13 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: wei...
[01:46:41 PM] ~ ------ ~: yesh
[01:46:49 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: i need tell u somethin
[01:46:52 PM] ~ ------ ~: yupp
[01:46:55 PM] ~ ------ ~: wad thing??
[01:46:59 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: but i scared later u sad
[01:47:09 PM] ~ ------ ~: nvm lahh
[01:47:12 PM] ~ ------ ~: just say it lorz..
[01:47:22 PM] ~ ------ ~: how can sad can it be..
[01:47:22 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: i got talk to ms tan just now,,
[01:47:23 PM] ~ ------ ~: hahahaa
[01:47:26 PM] ~ ------ ~: yahh
[01:47:44 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: den she say she don wan let u go for de
audithion
[01:47:45 PM] ~ ------ ~: the audition thingy ahh
[01:47:50 PM] ~ ------ ~: i noe i noe..
[01:47:51 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: yah,..
[01:48:04 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: u not sad bah..?
[01:48:07 PM] ~ ------ ~: wait huh. i call her now..
[01:48:13 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: ??
[01:48:16 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: for wat?
[01:49:36 PM] ~ ------ ~: ask her again lorz..
[01:49:54 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: wat she say?
[01:49:56 PM] ~ ------ ~: she say coz i said somehting to mrs chew..
but it wasn't mi who is the one saying it loe..
[01:49:58 PM] ~ ------ ~: hahaa
[01:50:02 PM] ~ ------ ~: i haven call yet
[01:50:03 PM] ~ ------ ~: wait lah
[01:50:06 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: okok..
[01:57:29 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: done?
[01:57:44 PM] ~ ------ ~: she's in the meeting..
[01:57:49 PM] ~ ------ ~: mon dan she will tell mi
[01:58:08 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: wat u mean bt u got say smthn to mrs
chew?
[01:58:14 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: smthn rude ah?
[01:58:56 PM]~ ----- ~: no lahh...
[01:59:01 PM] ~ ------ ~: it wasn mi ..
[01:59:11 PM] ~ ------ ~: my classmates
[01:59:41 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: i tried to side with u but she really wan
u to be off de audition..
[01:59:46 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: so how?
[01:59:56 PM] ~ ------ ~: mon dan see how lorz..
[01:59:56 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: u wan prove to her u can be good?
[02:00:07 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: i told u to study ..u don wan
[02:00:21 PM] ~ ------ ~: if really out ahh.. i will go crazy the next
day in school ahh
[02:00:24 PM] ~ ------ ~: hahaaa..
[02:00:31 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: told u already..
[02:00:39 PM] ~ ------ ~: its not about wanting to study not ..
haiyoo.. misunderstanding lorz..
[02:01:09 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: so..dis moe eh..cannot playplay..
[02:01:18 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: u better study hor...
[02:02:19 PM] ~ ------ ~: yepp..
[02:02:27 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: how was de canning?
[02:02:35 PM] ~ ------ ~: haven cane yet..
[02:02:38 PM] ~ ------ ~: still waiting ehh
[02:02:41 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: den wen?
[02:02:50 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: can still say still waiting..
[02:02:53 PM] ~ ------ ~: aiyaa.. the cane just wwack wack .. don
worry ahh..
[02:03:07 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: don worry?? ?
[02:03:11 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: pain leh..
[02:03:19 PM] ~ ------ ~: 1st time like ppl kick your butt.. second
time like the bicycle buang onto you ..
[02:03:26 PM] ~ ------ ~: thats all mahz .. hahahha!!!
[02:03:37 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: how u noe..
[02:03:44 PM] ~ ------ ~: nahh.. its a joke..
[02:03:45 PM] ~ SonGet ~: hahaa
[02:03:51 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: if use de thick cane..i wonder how u goin
to sit down
[02:05:10 PM] ~ ------ ~: aiyaa.. nvm de lahh..
[02:05:12 PM] ~ ------ ~: lie down lorz..
[02:05:14 PM] ~ ------ ~: better
[02:05:16 PM] ~ ------ ~: jajaa
[02:05:18 PM] ~ ------ ~: hahah!!
[02:05:32 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: u can still joke..
[02:05:41 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: i scared for u leh..
[02:05:50 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: not only de canning..but de ausition
[02:05:54 PM] ~ ------ ~: don worry.. we muz always look onto the
bright side..
[02:06:41 PM] ~ ------ ~: the canning just treat it as punishment..
the audition.. just try my luck.. thats all lorz.. i don
gif so much hope in the audition. i noe i won mnake it
.. so there's nothing much to worry bout..
[02:06:43 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: u make sure...
[02:07:09 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: how u noe u wont make it??
[02:07:14 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: u will nvr noe
[02:07:32 PM] ~ ------ ~: i just noe. hahaa
[02:07:44 PM] ~ ------ ~: don put so much hope in it..
[02:07:47 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: can still laugh...
[02:07:54 PM] ~ ------ ~: okay lorz..
[02:07:56 PM] ~ ------ ~: dan i cry then
[02:08:11 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: ....lame lah u..
[02:08:54 PM] ~ ------ ~: correct wad.. hahaaa..
[02:09:39 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: u say u will go crazy if u nvr go..might
as well don go if u noe u wont get it..
[02:10:02 PM] ~ ------ ~: just try lahh... that audition act as a
drive to me..
[02:10:21 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: den ..u ah ...
[02:10:32 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: de head siao siao wan..
[02:10:33 PM] ~ ------ ~: i will go crazy is becoz of that choco
thingy i can't go for the audition.
[02:10:36 PM] ~ ------ ~: its stupid ahh
[02:10:46 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: ouh...
[02:10:51 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: hah...
[02:11:01 PM] ~ ------ ~: haiyooo
[02:11:15 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: i donnoe wat to say to u anymore..
[02:11:26 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: don wan to study..
[02:11:26 PM] ~ ------ ~: hahhaaa
[02:11:29 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: get in trouble..
[02:11:33 PM] ~ ------ ~: study so boring ahh...
[02:11:48 PM] ~ ------ ~: get into trouble at least i got somehting to
do in school mahz..
[02:11:55 PM] ~ SonGet ~: better dan sit inside class do nothing
[02:12:00 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: so boring..of course lah..but its for ur
future bah..
[02:12:28 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: ur head get into trouble got smthn to
do...
[02:13:36 PM] ~ ------ ~: hahaa.
[02:13:37 PM] ~ ------ ~: kidding lahh
[02:15:06 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: how u goin to move on with life.....
[02:15:23 PM] ~ ------ ~: dunno ehh
[02:15:28 PM] ~ ------ ~: there;s no life for me
[02:16:54 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: den do smthn to let u have de life lor...
[02:17:10 PM] ~ ------ ~: hahaaa..
[02:17:20 PM] ~ ------ ~: don no lahh... i dunno wad to do
[02:17:41 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: study..spend time doin somethin good...
[02:18:32 PM] ~ ------ ~: do nothing is something good
[02:19:43 PM] [N.u.r.u.r.u: den don create trouble

dats wat we talked about..dumb rite?? so silly dis boy..sa gua..only wan to play..how to go for the audition thingy... haiya...now donnoe if he can go or not lor..just pray for him..
den, for the past few days, ive been coming home late cause we have projects and i went to study and everythin..but it seems momma wont believe me..she used to say that if i wan to come home late msg her to tell her ill becomin home late..but wen i msg her or call her, den she will scream and scold me..it seems not fair..at least i try to msg her..even though i have no phone..so sad..
on Tuesday, 18th APril, ws the Sports Day, den after that i went to Causeway to jln2.den went to Izyan's house with Asha,Yi Jun, and Muna to do the Green Week project..but den it was abt 7:30pm wen i left Izyans house..den i msg my mom to tell her im comin home..but then on our way home we accidently strayed till Yishun ..den again, i msg my mother to tell her where i am..den yi jun called her fahter to fetch us..he came abt 8 plus..but wen i reached home, my mom started to scold me..i felt so disheartened and so hurt..i cried that night till my eyes was puffy de next day..den dat day i stayed out to study with Yi Jun at Moss Burger after school...den wen i came home, my mother scolded me again..it continued everyday..from Tuesday till today..even now, my mother just scolded me and said that i would fall asleep in religious class...i'de nvr intentionaly sleep one..it wouldnt happen unless my teacher is too boring..like always..
I ts already past 5 :30 in the morning.. i have class later..hahaZ..
Im feeling so lonely withou his acompaniment and i feel so lost without him..with him, i can talk and laugh..but, its too bad ,im outa his league..hahaX...so ill leave you all to read all this..tataZ and see ya around..